2008-11-04 - 11:05 a.m.

November 4, 2008. Hope.

This day has me on pins and needles of hesitation and excitement. As I wrote Dr. Geek, I'm afraid to hope too much, because I suspiciously believe that my personal hubris might cause things to go the wrong way....

This morning, when I saw all of the newspapers with his face, I shed tears. That his grandmother hasn't lived to see it...And then again whenever I imagine holding Susi up to the television screen on January 20, 2009, and having her watch history....