2005-09-14 - 6:54 p.m.
This morning I was unusually glum. I think it relates to my workplace, but also to the formal rejection of my proposal, and the fact that we still have no word about K's visa. They have had hold of his passport for three whole months now. It is unsettling.
When I talked to K, he suggested that I buy myself flowers, or buy a nice bottle of wine. I'm thinking that a new haircut would be a good thing, but who has the time...
I'm also having a growing concern about my body - I'm experiencing some female physical issues that make me think I need to get checked out. I haven't been to a doctor since November, 2003. I haven't been to a gynecologist for five years. And now I'm worried that something is not right, so my worries now outweigh my loathing of doctors. The other trouble is, I simply do not know a singe doctor in my area...I have NO recommendations, so I am simply choosing from names on a list, avoiding those affiliated with the one hospital I've heard I shouldn't go near..
I made a call this evening based solely on a name that I liked, but the office was closed. I will bring the number with me to try again.
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